Amma Bhagwan | Awakening the heart, love, truth, living in joy

Marriage!--"Do not marry a person that you know that you can live with; only marry someone that you cannot live without."...amma bhagwanji this is a a quote from your sayings....
but bhagwanji what if the person i can not live without cant get married to me..then what...i knw i made the mistake of taking her for granted..and i swear u knw tht i have always loved her to the extreme..like an ass i lost my way..but babaji found my way back..i changed completely for her...i am ready to take the brunt of it and get punished for not realising how much i love her..i have already punished my self and got punished for doing tht..bhagwanji i cant live without her.i wont kill my self if she is not with me..but ill die everyday everysecond inside if i am not with her...please make her accept me ..give me one chance...make her love me the way she used to..i only want to be with her and no one else..only if i new what is the way of achieving tht love..or being loved again..by her...i have tried for 1 yr and i have failed miserably only hurting her and myself...babaji please show me the way...give me a chance..
i wont screw it up..please.please..please...i really need u ..havent bin happy fr a full yr..not a single day......please..i cant concenrate on ...wrk..have food..do anything ..please god..u see me ..u knw how i am...i am really loosing focus in life...god help me

dear amma bhagwanji ..the love of my life broke up wid me after 3 years..and the reason for her doing is justified cause i have been such an *** (srrry)...but the day she walked out i died....its bin almost 1 year,,,i have realised all the mistakes i did even the smallest ones..but i really love her a lot and its bin 1 yr tht i have bin after her..begged her ..apologised..told her tht i have changed...i was just stupid and dumb not to realise things..please god i cant be without her...please make her give me one chance...just one ...she knows how much i love how much i have changed but everything is so different around .she doesnt show the care or the affection she used too..she doesnt like being emotiional or talking about how much i want her and love and would do anyrhing fr her.....i dnt mind being alone and knowing someday she will be mine..and tht happens..but i am soo insecure and scared tht anything can happen ..i might not see her after she leaves college for month or years or maybe never...i dnt knw but i want her ...i need her..i love more than i can love anyone...i love her more thn i love myself...god please one chance..one chance..give me one chance ...i feel i deserve it after a year of just being hurt but still not giving up..please god..amma bhagwanji i have mailed u earlier also but i cant see any good..maybe u can...but please...please i dnt want anyone else..or someone who is better..i just want her and her love...the way she used to be...please amma bhagwanji...this is not like an exam or a job interview tht if i do this and this exactly like this i will get a job or excel in the exams..its just about love and after one year of continuous caring and loving and doing whatever i can for her ...and getting hurt everyday by her or for some odd reason ..i stilll have the strength in me to love her how much ever hurt i get and how much ever my feelings are destroyed..i just want her..i just want my love...i just want my life back..and ur the only one who can give it..PLEASE

Dear Amma Bhagwan ,Please bless me for proper job.so that i can live with my family joyfully by your bless

Amma Bhagwan,

Please make my husband's fractured foot well very soon.

Please let our lives come back to normal as soon as possible.

All hopes are on you now Amma Bhagwan. Please bless us with Good Health, Happiness and Mental Peace soon.

Take Care,
Your loving child,
Shweta

namesthe ammabahavan enakku nalla sampalaththuda velai venum amma ennakul ulla kadan thollaijai thirkka valikaddunkal ammabahavan thankyou